It's too late can't you see..you're sweet

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 01:41:32 GMT

wow. I havn't updated this thing in ages.

dont really know what to talk about.

its summer

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peaceout.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 04:38:59 GMT

How long have we been chasing someone else's idea of beauty?

<3

um...3 days till my birthday?

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 01:12:02 GMT

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I wanna get to know you
I really wanna fuck you, baby
One dose of my lovin'
I'm simply going to drive you crazy

I wanna be your lover
I wanna get to know you, baby
One dose of my lovin'
I'm really gonna drive you crazy

[Young Buc]
Im lovin' how you look in my eyes
Swingin' them hips when you pass
I'm visualizing my name tatooed on that ass baby
Jump on this Harley
Lets go smoke some of that Bob Marley
Sip some Bacardi
Then go pull up at the afterparty
I think we make a perfect couple
But you think I'm trouble
Maybe thats the reason you gave me the wrong number
She got me feeling like "maybe she the wrong woman"
Think im'a be chasin' the chicken head you own somethin'
Your toes painted hair fixed all the time
And your Gucci boots the same color as mine
If you read between the lines you can see that I want you
I betcha I have you doin' what you said that you won't do
Making decisions shorty good things don't last long
Your girlfriend keep showin' me that thong
Before I head home
Im'a stop at your house and blow the horn
If you come outside you know it's on (holla at your boy)

[Chorus]

[Lloyd Banks]
Bitches be frustrated with the baller
Wonder why I don't call her
Maybe because I'm busy and she needs someone to spoil her
It gets annoying from time to time I gotta ignore her
In order to let her know we'll be friends and nothing more
She loves it when I'm in town
Hate it when I'm not around
I get her and wear down
Next door neighbors hear the sound
Pictures hittin' the ground
Just enough to hold us down
I'm stickin' n' moving cruising after the third round
Just lay back baby and let me drive you crazy
I can make a 40 year old feel like a young lady
I admit I fell in love with her frame
And to make her feel special I let her call me by my government name
Her panties wet over fame
Fall in love with my chain
I wonder if I wasn't an entertainer would she remain
Surrounding me hounding me trying to be my only
I'm not your boyfriend I'm your homie.

[Chorus]

[50 Cent]
(Yeah) What would fuck me up more
Watching her lick her lips
Or watching her walk she hypnotize me with her hips (yeah) man
I sweet talking her if she like
Cause all she really want is a nigga to treat her right right
Look I'm legit now used to break laws
Now you can reap the benefit of world tours
Big house big Benz girl it yours
Mink coats Italian shoes stones with no flaws
You ain't go to look like a model for me to adore you
All you gotta do is love me and be loyal
Don't Indulge in my past fuck what happened before you
Cause their be some homies gonna hate you that never saw you
Come here let my touch on you I let you touch on me
Put my tounge on you you put your tounge on me
Let me ride on you and you can ride on
We can do it all the night
We can have a balla tonight

[Chorus]

I wanna get to know you
I wanna get to know you, baby
One dose of my lovin'
I'm simply gonna drive you, crazy

I wanna be your lover
I wanna get to know you, lady
One dose of my lovin'
I'm really gonna drive you, crazy

[x2]
I wanna be your lover
I really understand you, baby
I want to be your lover
I really understand you, baby, baby, baby, baby.
<3 Gotta love that G-unit <3

Theres supposed to be a storm tonight! OoOOoOOo I love storms, they are neat.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 05:41:20 GMT

ClimbThruMyVeins: we'll start about no way in hell 30
namesakerose: um..how about...you know its gonna happen 15

Oh spencer..

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 22:56:27 GMT

My birthday is in 8 days

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 22:50:00 GMT

to hell with you and all your friends

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 23:05:31 GMT

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Tue, 28 Sep 2004 04:04:08 GMT

Sunkistredhead2: what about riley?
Sunkistredhead2: where is he going to live?
ClimbThruMyVeins: who the hell is riley
Sunkistredhead2: what the fuck is ur dogs name?

good call Heidi....GOOD CALL

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 01:05:35 GMT

So the blood brothers show was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO awesome!!! I got to see some people I havnt seen in so long too! Like Brett, Josh and tons of kids it was cool. I need to go to more shows. definetly.

http://www.snapbubbles.com/ <----go there ITS AWESOME!!

Can a person with no ears wear glasses?

When people say, "I’m so tired it's not even funny" or "my head hurts so much it's not even funny", why would it even be funny in the first place?

Why is there a top line on lined paper if we never use it?

Can you get cornered in a round room?

Why isn't chocolate considered a vegetable, if chocolate comes from cocoa beans, and all beans are a vegetable?

If something "goes without saying," why do people still say it?

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

close your eyes, and i will be swimming
lullaby's fill your room, and i will be singing
singing to only you
dont forget ill hold your head
watch the night sky fading red

but as you sleep, and noone is listening
i will lift you off your feet, ill keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon ill be leaving you
soon ill be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me

in the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star
a constellation of frustration driving hard
singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV

but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you, soon i'll be leaving you
but you won't be leaving me

don't forget i'll hold your head, watch the night sky fading red

but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you
soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me

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Normal: Heidi

nose: y48er8

elbow: bhesijdxij

tongue: heidi

chin: he4i8dei8

feet: hei8dsfiu

eyes closed and one finger: heidi

back of hand: uj5rigfti

palm: heikcdk

wrist: hrkifik

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 08:24:10 GMT

im hella tired

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 22:35:53 GMT

So bumbershoot was one of the best times ive ever had. It was cool to go somewhere and take my mind off of everything and just have fun.

Last night was also awesome because I got to meet Ben Kweller. And he was just how I knew he would be...totally chill.

So I found out that this girl hates me.....again...and the thing is..she has no reason to..I have been nothing but nice to her..and been there for her and she can't see that. It hurts me that im nice to people and all they can do is talk shit about me. Why is it that the people that are trying to do good always get the worst out of every situation?

And to top it off my dad hates my guts too..he sits there and tells my mom and i that when we're gone hes the happiest person ever..he says " you and Heidi are the most depressed people I have ever met in my entire life" and I cant stand up to him because im afraid hes going to kill me. So I sit there listening to him tell my mom and I that we are disrespecting fucks and cunts..and while he tells me im fat and that I dress like a slut.I dont know how much more I can take of this. My self esteem is at an all time low..and the reason why im so fucked up is because of him and he cant see that. He expects me and my mom to respect him but how can I respect someone who tells me that I ruin his life? Why am I even saying any of this shit..I doubt anyone gives a fuck anyway.

Sometimes I wonder if your still here
looking out for anything that could
fall and hit your head
Fluoresent lights burn out in time dear
Did you give up?

Love is supposed to be this bad
make you cry mega-ultra sad
If I told you you're all I ever had would you walk on me?
because I wouldnt walk on you

If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me. Yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me

Right now I feel like it's all ending
Spit me out, sell me cheap
you'll never-ever-ever-ever teach me to fly
In the sky it's early and still morning
All those smiles you made wanted to cry
Cause you gave up

Love is supposed to be this bad
Make you cry stupid-shady sad
If I told you're all I ever had would you walk on me?
Because I wouldn't walk on you

If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
so please don't walk all over me.yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldnt walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me

If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you.
So please dont walk all over me.yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldnt walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
Please dont step all over me

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 02:23:38 GMT

Man..I just dont understand some people..how much more obvious can I get? my love is blind.

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 01:12:24 GMT

Frustrated.

a whole lot of frusterated.

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 03:33:59 GMT

So im going to going to a beatles laser show this Thursday with romo brett, meredith, holly, casey, and brian..its gonna be TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.

" i recently had my Visa stolen..now its everywhere i want to be"
- Scott Wood
" it's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say then don't say it" - sam levenson

What's another word for thesaurus?

" you know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy and the talliest in the NBA is Chinese" - Chris Rock

HEY now the straw dog's out in the street..hey now there's chemicals in the clouds.....

So I went to Spencer's last show the other night..HE DID AWESOME!!!

I dont know what else to say...k bye

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 20:19:38 GMT

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Wed, 18 Aug 2004 05:51:06 GMT

ClimbThruMyVeins: hes going to a himsa show tomorrow
twinkletoes12288: a what show?
ClimbThruMyVeins: Himsa
ClimbThruMyVeins: its a band dear
twinkletoes12288: oh of course
ClimbThruMyVeins: hahahaha
twinkletoes12288: i thought that was a new way of saying "boys only" or something

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:59:58 GMT

So I went to the maltby cemetery last night...and a lot of weird shit happened. And the thing is im not really the type that beleives in ghost and what not..but we all saw something. We were walking on the trail and Jc shined his flashlight into the bushes and he swears he saw white shadows of faces staring at us as we walked by. And one of my friends stepped on a branch and it moved but as we kept walking it started moving faster..and the weird thing is..there was no wind at all. And then we kept walking but we came to these logs that were arranged in such a way that it seemed like something purposly put them there. And these were HUGE logs , they werent small enough that someone just put them there.And plus the people that own the property live way way up from the trail. The logs look like something tore them down and placed them there. And one of my friends tryed to go over the logs and when we did he got chills. And we all got the same feeling..the feeling like it was wrong to be there. And we all decided to go back and sit in the car for a little bit.So we went and sat in the car and then some other people decided that they wanted to go back to the trail..but me and my friend couldnt do it..theres just something about that place..and last night something happened. I think we are going there again tonight..so anyone who wants to come just give me a call.

I AM 69% EMO!

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 21:23:44 GMT

Why does a rose represent love when it always dies?

You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in people, than you can in two years by trying to get people interested in you.

Im going to Maltby cemetary tonight..It's gonna be a lot of fun..but im probably gonna get killed or somethin...

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 05:09:19 GMT

tulip5267210 (10:04:34 PM): haha k byebeyfstg hlkf nipples hgts
Sorrowful Lands (10:04:40 PM): ha
Sorrowful Lands signed off at 10:04:44 PM.

Soooo.................oregon was realllllly fun..met a lot of cool people. k peace out.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 01:26:13 GMT

So im leaving for Oregon on Sunday. Thats gonna be fun. But dad is being an asshole and says hes gonna get rid of all our stuff while we're gone cuz hes mad that we get to go on vacation and hes doesnt. Im fucking pissed at how immature he is. We never go on vacation. He needs to fucking deal with it.

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 18:53:32 GMT

So the past couple days have been really tight, ive been hanging out with Julia and all of them a lot and going to Camano Island and stuff. But I also feel like im starting to grow apart from certin people that I used to hang out with a lot. I don't like it but there isn't really anything I can do about it. It's funny how much everything changes once you hit highschool..how you can get so close to people you barley knew..and so far apart from people you've known your whole lives..

<3

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 17:14:16 GMT

So one of my best friends is being an idiot. He started hanging out with these two chicks that are " way cooler than all his other friends are" and so he thinks that gives him the right to treat the rest of us like shit. And im sick of it. He can't just ditch the people that have been there for him through all of his shit. I was somewhere with him with a bunch of their friends and he was outside talking shit about everyone else.Just because these girls are nice to him doesnt mean they're going to be around forever. He needs to think about the people that were there for him first.

http://www.youyesyou.net/artwork/art.html

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 17:20:47 GMT

Meredith can drive people in her car now.

I'm going to the beach today.

Im buying xavier coffee later. Cuz it was his birthday yesterday.

The Wall is a weird movie. I watched it yesterday.

Who wants to give me a ride to the hellogoodbye show tomorrow?

<3

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 19:04:33 GMT

My dad: so what are you doing today?
Me: Meredith is gonna come over and she is gonna bring Jenga
My dad: Who is this Jenga person? Have I met them before?

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 06:27:23 GMT

I had a fun time last night, I hung out with Ian and we went to the beach and then went to my house and watched some movies

WHIDBEY ISLAND TOMORROW!!!!!!! :)

Happy 4th of July everyone!!!

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

<3